I'm still a Virgin, happy to say!

There is no way on earth that I'm going to give it up for any man that I cannot fully trust ,and sad to say, I could not trust this man with whom I had a live-in relationship, either, for reasons mentioned in the earlier post. It's rather sad because when I was feeling randy and up for it in the previous decades, I didn't feel I could trust any person, man or woman, enough to have a full-fledged relationship with them (due to father and mother not providing the nurturance I needed to grow into a healthy, balanced, adult with a healthy sense of trust).